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heyo!y is our sch's comp so pro?proerr than all of us lor.noes korean.n master it q v well.okay.nvm.hey!!news 4 e dae!!actualli its nt v newsie.if all news r lyk dat, mayb ouor lives will b much happier, much mor meaningful.....rminds me of "our life", our sec1 lit text. k, anw,..... my news........vj was melodious in the morn! n v quiet nw!the erhu n guitar pple prac in the classrmss in the morn, n nw all the classrmms r empty.n hw doi noe all these?of cuz, bein a responsible n commited reporter, im the last 1 to leave the classrm lor.i emptied the classrm.yar.dats mememe, reporting fr vj comp lab.haha.total rubbish.n the aircon in comp lab isso super cold, wif onli 3 pple inside(inc me). haha.hey!im such a guai gia nw.sort of finish my probability tut n evenn did a few optional qnsss!!!bt found out dat a few r in the egs in lect notes, so as usual, i'll jus rite "egxx" on my foolscap n proceed.haha.hay.bt i cant blief dat im so v guai ok?tot i wun touch ani schwk until nex yr afta o1.haha.my dance schh principal was v cute ystdae.nt her lk, of cuz, bt wad she sae.ask me if u wana noe.haha.n i read the 4th tues of morrie......there's sth rong with wad he sae, mayb, coz im nt even sure if wadeva we lern in sch is realli crrt or nt. bt, it saes sth lyk"all of us noe dat we r goin to die, bt we chose nt to believe in it."haha. shd noe wad i wana sae. hmmmm.ki sae knowledge=true, justified belief. so if we dun blief, hw do we noe?i tot its betta to replace the "blieve" wif accept. we live in denial, nt accepting the fact dat we mae jus die any moment. rmb i rote a sui2 bi3 4 chi in i tink sec3 or4,saeing dat its horrible to know wen u r goin to die, coz den u'll b counting down n stuff. u might nt b living then. u mite b comparable to a dead persn den, since wad u tink of is onli death.bt morrie is diff. i dont knoe, realli do not knoe, hw to construct a person's personality n values. perhaps construct is nt a v appropriate wrd to use, since we cant actualli dcide sum1's character. parents do their best to mould out their "ideal" kids, schs teaches values dat the country wanna their citizens to possess, frens pressurizes 1 another to do the tings dat they wanna do.........all these contribute-bt hw? n to wad extent? the same ting dat a parent do to a kid may haf diff effects on diff kids. n hw will the kid 1dae b sudenlli enlightened?hu dcides wen it is the time 4 this enl;ightenmt? or whether the person shall have it at all? srie 4 boring u, my dear readers, wif all these qns.....wif no ans provided....yea, we dun lyk tys without ans.bt nt all qns kan haf ans.n if forced to give the ans, the publisher may jus crap out sum crappie ans wich may nt b rite afta all.im wonderin.....wer is my passion nw?the routineful life seems to drive away my passion. n with it, motivation. my motivatn in pri sch, startin fr perhaps p4, cums fr my classmates.esp guys.its abit of a inborn nature dat i dun wana lose to guys.esp in maths.n later on, in chi, wen we gt our chi tchr hu pushes us abit.ting xie's aim was to gt full marks. bt diff in sec sch. failin a ting xie=gttin full mks 4 ting xie.no diff. n our 1st eva lit test tot us hw to face failuresssssss...........yet, german lsns gave me encouragemt n new motivatn. 3 stars drawn on our exer bkkss. n "sehr gut!" written on it. felt asif i was bk to kindergarten or p1. n dance. i lernt hw to face terrible scoldings. reall bad 1ss.n hw to ren pain.realli.n c'nue motivatin myself to lian gong n prac my dance steps n gt the gan jue.realli.felt dat dance is beautiful wen i 1st gt dat gan jue.lyk i gt into the dance n dance wif no otheer tots on my mind.ehhhhhh....... .ohh.juz 4gtten n rmbered wad i wana rite.im a v careless persn-1 of the reasons y i shdnt b a dr.bt anw, coz of my carelessness, i lost dunno hw mani infnity marks in tests n xms wad soeva liao.nt dat it matters anw.wait-dats nt my pt. OOP! k, my pt is, bcoz ofmy carelessnes, i didnt chk my hosp attachmt sign up form, 4gt to fill in the hosp of my choice, so i gt placed into e 1 dat most pple dun wan, n, u noe,(oh, nw i realize i did put q a few "u noe"sss un-noeingli.), if nt 4 my carelesness, i wld nt haf gtten in dere, n im a persn hu blief in fate, nt dat i let fate take over me, bt dat sumtings happen to lead us in the rite wae, n since they let me take leave off 4 the eng quest anw, wich i've paid $25 for the food, so i jus go 4 the hosp attachment.n if nt 4 dis carelessness, i wld nt haf been so bored, n do so mani tings dat i usualli wun do-lyk break minesweeper rec on their comp?haha.OOP. bt its the boredom dat make me realise the nid 4 freedom(ar...juz tryin to rhyme), k, n the nid 4 entertainment, thus, i did tings dat i wldnt haf otherwise done, crazy tings, wich perhaps nobody else cld haf made me do,(n willingli),n broke so super mani records.fated? dats y, i alwaes realised dat i dn regret the dcisions dat i've made sum time afta regrettin it.haha.okay.enouf said.lab is closing soon.bye!n lousy comps dun haf msn n may nt even have mine sweeper.haha.ok.dis is gonna b a bit tough- .nhezreiv,fnuf,thca,fnuf,nheznuen,nhezthca,fnuf,reiv,fnuf,nuen,giznawzdnuierd,shces,giznawz,sniehaha.lk closeli.focus.i added a clue.lk at the big picture 1st.haha.enouf clue?das finde ich langweilig nicht!haha.enjoy!aiyar, its an ezy n can ignore wrd.