please do not read this.
if u really read it, then forget abt it.
it doesn't exist k.
promise or just dun read.
k fine. silly statements.
i don't like the rain. stop me from going everywhere. fine. never mind. it'll stop anyway. it's just a matter of when.
my blog is becuming sleepy. just like me. it's a sleppy day. just wanna sleep throough the day.
im confused. abt the world. this wold is weird. weird weird world.
how i wish i can be a child forever and ever and ever. be like the kids running at the play ground.... forever...
im lost. id dunooo idunno idunooooo.......
dunno wad this stupid world is stupidly stupid at.....k. fine. it makes no sense. but vm. this world makes no sense too.
feel like just don't care abt everything and do what i want. it's my life. yet it doesn't seem like my own life. at all.
here are my holiday plans. in fact, i've planned them since sosososooooo many years asgo!! fine. i'll carry them out. evry day is a holiday. i shall just pick any day. as i like.
dance, dance, dance, dance, and dance!!!!
deustch ist gut!
i miss hk shws. tv marathon!!!
just wanna lie on the be...... not bed la. beach and slack.
i tink i haf many more tings dat i wanna do.
go shopping go play with frensssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss
sososso many of them i haven't met for so looooong.
and .... perhaps i'll just be an audience in the theatre and try not to miss that stage too much.
i miss ny.
i miss 409.
i miss nycd.
i miss my home.
nvm. i'll do all these 1 by 1. it's just a matter of when.
maybe i just can't stand it any more and start doing all these at a go in a day.
i miss ddoing what i love to do. what i enjoy doing.
the stupipd rain is still stupid.
always rain when i doesnt want it to.
fine.
it's alrite.
i'll just get used to it.
im tired.
just vv tired.
and sick
sick
maybe or maybe not not physically.
dunno.
nvm.
it doesnt really matter.
really.
to think dat there are so many pple hu r physically so fit and then, the next sec, they meet with a road accidnet or wad.
i noe choichoichoi!
but, nvm.
i noe.
every 1/infinity of a sec on earth is a blessing.
yet, im getting more and more ... confused about how it's a blessing.
the rain is super heavy now.
irritating.
fine.
at most get wet and cold.
i shall go off soon.
don't worry.
btw this isnt meant for any one to see.
so if u read it by accident, just treat it as reading a story book or something written by a crazy person.
don't take it seriously.
dats all.
i already forget how to make this so that its not seen.....
k i'll get irritated if i delete this.
so just ignore this post and deny its presence k.
sayo.
