wow. there r so many so many things i wanna tok abt. so many things i wanna take down. nth tt i wanna 4get abt.
went jurong swim complex so many many times during prelims, a's, ice skate, climb bukit timah, went labrador, cycled countless times, movies,.....
went zoo last mon n might safari on fri.
there r so mani places i wanna go.
bt still, there's no place i'd like to b xcept here.
pq oy ktdyu.
well, spent the past 1 year having lotsa adventures. n i must really say tt i really do enjoy them. seriously. from being a 'sleeping beauty' to someone who go 4 so many adventures so often, even weekly or once afew or two-to-three days at times, really, i've been physically much more active. n perhaps nowadays my left brain work more too.
haha. xuan xuan is cool. still prefer her chi name. sound more qin qie to call.
she looks q good rite. hehe.
spent the past few days shopping alot, bt bot nth bt some essential cosmetics onli. cant help it tt im fussy n perfectionistic abt some stuff esp tt i dun wanna spend mon then feel nt so gd or regret buying. yea. bt it feels great tt u've bot sth tt u really like, really want.
after sdd gonna rent lotsa dvd n watch!!!
haha.
heyo! nycd gonna have dance nite next year!!yippee!
always so proud to be part of it, though honestly im in a really terrible state now, with negative infinity flexibility level. n i mean it. lao liao. cant help it. well, just have to try to rescue some of it, bt learn to accept tt this is reality.
bt i feel so great so wonderful to have my holiday. a long-waited one. thou i've always been living as if it always were, bt it's still diff. now is the time when u can dont worry abt having to bear the responsibility of asking ur frens to play n slack n chill wif u. how i wish my life can be full of this kinda freedom. bt i know tt it wont last long. hafto go work n gt some mon!
bt i wanna say, i love every single moment f my life. i want do not wish for any of them to not have appear in my life, be it good or bad. life is full of meaning, full of miracles. when i think tt instead of suffering from some termiinal llness, im now blessed n able to blog, i would feel really grateful. i thank God for everyone ard me, for my friends n family tt he has given to me, for every second tt he has ghranted me the 'passport' to enjoy my 'holiday' in this world.
christmas is near.
i rmb the 1st time i stepped into a church.
weell, though it didnt seem like a traditional church (unlike those seen in tv),
there was sth tt appealed to me.
christmas is not just abt party.
christmas is abt givining.
christmas is abt love.(not just in tt sense)
god's love for all of us. he granted each of us a live, n many many more blessings, some of which we may not even be aware of.
for this, im always grateful.
no matter how difficult life seems to be, if we can even feel sad, feel stressed, or feel angry, or tt we can think tt we r too weak to go on any further, think agin. be aware tt when we can actually THINK of any of these or FEEL any of them, it is already a blessing. not to say many more other blessings such as being able to revise what it meant by feeling full every day.
life is a road i wanna keep going,
love is a river i wanna keep flowing.....
to me, tt's the spirit.
well, love others just like how god love each of us. though we may never be as perfect, at least we shd try n improvement is also a form of achievement.
wanna spend the rest of my hos meaningfully. wanna TALK sosososossoooo muuuuuchhhh.
just wanna spend some time looking at the stars, the moon, the cloud, feeling the rooftop breeze, ...
just a relaxed yet sweet feeling.
i've seen so many wonders in my lfe.
n i know the greatness of their impact on my life.
if i were to re-live my life again, i guess i would still make the same decision.
there's always many things tt r more impt than studies.
studies, in a way, can help others in the future too, bt there's no pt helping others with our skills only after we have graduated while neglecting to give our helping hands befor ett.
just waanna help those ard me 1st. to the fullest.
i'm glad to be who i m.
n i know what i need in my life.
pu'f o.
p xant o, gtdy.
qar q haytnty.
p syawpft.
well, so looking forward to sdd.
more for the food, actually.
though there isnt alot of things tt i can eat.
hope it would be q nice, at least.
n i wanna........
(to b c'nued....)
