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1st dinper(2nd dinner+supper) at sakae! ate lots of dessert. ate mochi(ble gave me lychee n ate peach again), strawberry, haagen das d'temptation, n the choc icecream.the orange juice n lychee juice was not bad too. n fried tof shd b warm to taste nicer. thou the other sushis doesnt matter. dont really like their mushroom nor the salad. hmm. ate $70.xx. ha. really spent q lots.

went sentosa too. wif aunt tog too. played luge n skyride,lunch ate tastes of sing for the 1st time n koufu for dinner, also for the 1st time in sentosa. the flowers exhibit was not bad, q colourful, thou some were common flowers. hee. i like the heart shaped ting with bench wif flower 'armrest'. the swan fig was not as nice coz used pale yellow flower.

atte q some nuts there. hmm. the wadeva pavilion floor was rather rough.
n toilet was rather far.

n the island opp was dangerous.so diff to climb.hee. so eva climb.

songs of the sea was nt bad, q worth the mon, thou the story is dumb.

hee. more marsa alrdi. the surfer paradise shirt looks more tight fitting than i tot.

all-sta was long...
bt nvm.

fri was x-country.
looked at lots of 100's fotos.

oy fwpxt ua wt pf fa sytbpaof.

it's a different stage, diferent feel now. bt it's the same thing. jus tt now tyhe depth has came in. or perhaps, since long ago.

ukdqzf 4 oy ytdffoydqbt. i knew it.

yet human beings jus tend to wonder abt.

time will be the seasoning, for it acts as a solid evidence.

i'll wait...

it's friday......again......

typed an entry last last fri
yar thanks to the enhanced feature of blogspot
accidentally deleted the words in the text
n yup
so a blank space got saved

ok.
nvm.

it's fri agn.
i miss the fridays i had last year.
wanto go back to tt time.
well, at least, there's alot of 'free time' then. u get to decide what u wanna do.
n being a student,
i suppose it shd b a carefree kindof life.
didnt know how precious it wasd then.
didnt treasure it enuf.
now i wish i were a j1 agn...
mayb im a little bit envious of them.
the canteen didnt feel like a sch canteen yesterday.
it's like some older kids version of mac party.
they blasted music real loud.
999554 more v day.
well, tt's a consolation actualli.
nvm.
nt within my control.
well, fri was the shortest sch day.
yup n now,
it may still b the shortest sch day thou it's relative to 'normal' other sch days now.
it's ok.
it seems quick.
im gettinig used to it now.

sometimes itik im a slow tinker.
bt definitely a deep tinker.
thou it may go too deep.
n perhaps i was too rash at times.didnt give myself enuf time to come up wif a perfect plan.
well, inexperienced.
experiece.
yes, tt's the word. it's really impt.
n somtimes, some tings cant be really understood unless u've experienced it.
real friendship comes by hardly.
nature n nurture.
both r equally totally practically impt.
its not jus theoretical.
im sure frenz who have gone thru alot of hardships tog wif alot of happy hours will definitely have a deep frienfship, an irreplaceable 1.
a SMILE mean so much.
n sometimes, fotos r good evidence of it.
or maybe its just tt some pple dont have the habit of taking fotos normally.
well, sometimes, we may have the choice of putting in alot of effort to take control of our life. work hard, migrate, plan alot alot such tt the desired outcome- a 'dream' lifestyle- is finally achieved.
bt many tings will comeabt unexpectedly. n sometimes tings just isnt tt perfect.or tt u might have to sacrifice alot in order to achieve it. n nobody can 100% manipulate life. esp our experiences. any starnger tt u meet on the street. well, they may bcum ur friend or enemy in the future. it's really unpredictable.
yet what has happened, has happened.
i once doubted it, yet i've already confirmed it, i tot.
bt now i m wondering- was it just a habit?
n i wonder, was i being too rash?what would happen otherwise?
i knew tt god was answering my prayer, n rewardiong my kindness n sincerity. i was truly just trying to help.
i noe im just tinking too much sometimes.
cant help
maybe watched too much tv last time
wild tots
n tt's y i'll neva like to have a really immature friend
at least must be able to think n have some bit of empathy.
thou im not really tt fussy.
bt yar, i do have pple whom i dont wanna b freiend with.
nvm.
sometimes i feel so lost.
just wonderring- m i totally perfectly fine, n tt it REALLY is fine now, or m i rite in what i tink?
tt's e prob.
like ki
no obvious model ans.
even if u r rite, or perhaps wrong, u do not know whether u r rite or wrong.
bt there is definitely some extent of rite n wrong ans.
it couldn't b tt there's no wrong ans. it would b contradicting then.
k im not doing ki now so i shant elab bt its q pretty common sense n obvious n ez to tink of egs.
nvm.

just want to rest now.
ignorance is bliss.
bt now, how to make myself be ignorant?

dont feel like doing work today. it's my off day n i wanted to do some work bt now im not in the mood to do it.
thou this comp q good.
shall use it to do work next time.

i shall go n rest.
couldnt find my lamination ting.
shall c.
sayo!
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