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heyo!y is our sch's comp so pro?proerr than all of us lor.noes korean.n master it q v well.okay.nvm.hey!!news 4 e dae!!actualli its nt v newsie.if all news r lyk dat, mayb ouor lives will b much happier, much mor meaningful.....rminds me of "our life", our sec1 lit text. k, anw,..... my news........vj was melodious in the morn! n v quiet nw!the erhu n guitar pple prac in the classrmss in the morn, n nw all the classrmms r empty.n hw doi noe all these?of cuz, bein a responsible n commited reporter, im the last 1 to leave the classrm lor.i emptied the classrm.yar.dats mememe, reporting fr vj comp lab.haha.total rubbish.n the aircon in comp lab isso super cold, wif onli 3 pple inside(inc me). haha.hey!im such a guai gia nw.sort of finish my probability tut n evenn did a few optional qnsss!!!bt found out dat a few r in the egs in lect notes, so as usual, i'll jus rite "egxx" on my foolscap n proceed.haha.hay.bt i cant blief dat im so v guai ok?tot i wun touch ani schwk until nex yr afta o1.haha.my dance schh principal was v cute ystdae.nt her lk, of cuz, bt wad she sae.ask me if u wana noe.haha.n i read the 4th tues of morrie......there's sth rong with wad he sae, mayb, coz im nt even sure if wadeva we lern in sch is realli crrt or nt. bt, it saes sth lyk"all of us noe dat we r goin to die, bt we chose nt to believe in it."haha. shd noe wad i wana sae. hmmmm.ki sae knowledge=true, justified belief. so if we dun blief, hw do we noe?i tot its betta to replace the "blieve" wif accept. we live in denial, nt accepting the fact dat we mae jus die any moment. rmb i rote a sui2 bi3 4 chi in i tink sec3 or4,saeing dat its horrible to know wen u r goin to die, coz den u'll b counting down n stuff. u might nt b living then. u mite b comparable to a dead persn den, since wad u tink of is onli death.bt morrie is diff. i dont knoe, realli do not knoe, hw to construct a person's personality n values. perhaps construct is nt a v appropriate wrd to use, since we cant actualli dcide sum1's character. parents do their best to mould out their "ideal" kids, schs teaches values dat the country wanna their citizens to possess, frens pressurizes 1 another to do the tings dat they wanna do.........all these contribute-bt hw? n to wad extent? the same ting dat a parent do to a kid may haf diff effects on diff kids. n hw will the kid 1dae b sudenlli enlightened?hu dcides wen it is the time 4 this enl;ightenmt? or whether the person shall have it at all? srie 4 boring u, my dear readers, wif all these qns.....wif no ans provided....yea, we dun lyk tys without ans.bt nt all qns kan haf ans.n if forced to give the ans, the publisher may jus crap out sum crappie ans wich may nt b rite afta all.im wonderin.....wer is my passion nw?the routineful life seems to drive away my passion. n with it, motivation. my motivatn in pri sch, startin fr perhaps p4, cums fr my classmates.esp guys.its abit of a inborn nature dat i dun wana lose to guys.esp in maths.n later on, in chi, wen we gt our chi tchr hu pushes us abit.ting xie's aim was to gt full marks. bt diff in sec sch. failin a ting xie=gttin full mks 4 ting xie.no diff. n our 1st eva lit test tot us hw to face failuresssssss...........yet, german lsns gave me encouragemt n new motivatn. 3 stars drawn on our exer bkkss. n "sehr gut!" written on it. felt asif i was bk to kindergarten or p1. n dance. i lernt hw to face terrible scoldings. reall bad 1ss.n hw to ren pain.realli.n c'nue motivatin myself to lian gong n prac my dance steps n gt the gan jue.realli.felt dat dance is beautiful wen i 1st gt dat gan jue.lyk i gt into the dance n dance wif no otheer tots on my mind.ehhhhhh....... .ohh.juz 4gtten n rmbered wad i wana rite.im a v careless persn-1 of the reasons y i shdnt b a dr.bt anw, coz of my carelessness, i lost dunno hw mani infnity marks in tests n xms wad soeva liao.nt dat it matters anw.wait-dats nt my pt. OOP! k, my pt is, bcoz ofmy carelessnes, i didnt chk my hosp attachmt sign up form, 4gt to fill in the hosp of my choice, so i gt placed into e 1 dat most pple dun wan, n, u noe,(oh, nw i realize i did put q a few "u noe"sss un-noeingli.), if nt 4 my carelesness, i wld nt haf gtten in dere, n im a persn hu blief in fate, nt dat i let fate take over me, bt dat sumtings happen to lead us in the rite wae, n since they let me take leave off 4 the eng quest anw, wich i've paid $25 for the food, so i jus go 4 the hosp attachment.n if nt 4 dis carelessness, i wld nt haf been so bored, n do so mani tings dat i usualli wun do-lyk break minesweeper rec on their comp?haha.OOP. bt its the boredom dat make me realise the nid 4 freedom(ar...juz tryin to rhyme), k, n the nid 4 entertainment, thus, i did tings dat i wldnt haf otherwise done, crazy tings, wich perhaps nobody else cld haf made me do,(n willingli),n broke so super mani records.fated? dats y, i alwaes realised dat i dn regret the dcisions dat i've made sum time afta regrettin it.haha.okay.enouf said.lab is closing soon.bye!n lousy comps dun haf msn n may nt even have mine sweeper.haha.ok.dis is gonna b a bit tough- .nhezreiv,fnuf,thca,fnuf,nheznuen,nhezthca,fnuf,reiv,fnuf,nuen,giznawzdnuierd,shces,giznawz,sniehaha.lk closeli.focus.i added a clue.lk at the big picture 1st.haha.enouf clue?das finde ich langweilig nicht!haha.enjoy!aiyar, its an ezy n can ignore wrd.

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heyo!y is our sch's comp so pro?proerr than all of us lor.noes korean.n master it q v well.okay.nvm.hey!!news 4 e dae!!actualli its nt v newsie.if all news r lyk dat, mayb ouor lives will b much happier, much mor meaningful.....rminds me of "our life", our sec1 lit text. k, anw,..... my news........vj was melodious in the morn! n v quiet nw!the erhu n guitar pple prac in the classrmss in the morn, n nw all the classrmms r empty.n hw doi noe all these?of cuz, bein a responsible n commited reporter, im the last 1 to leave the classrm lor.i emptied the classrm.yar.dats mememe, reporting fr vj comp lab.haha.total rubbish.n the aircon in comp lab isso super cold, wif onli 3 pple inside(inc me). haha.hey!im such a guai gia nw.sort of finish my probability tut n evenn did a few optional qnsss!!!bt found out dat a few r in the egs in lect notes, so as usual, i'll jus rite "egxx" on my foolscap n proceed.haha.hay.bt i cant blief dat im so v guai ok?tot i wun touch ani schwk until nex yr afta o1.haha.my dance schh principal was v cute ystdae.nt her lk, of cuz, bt wad she sae.ask me if u wana noe.haha.n i read the 4th tues of morrie......there's sth rong with wad he sae, mayb, coz im nt even sure if wadeva we lern in sch is realli crrt or nt. bt, it saes sth lyk"all of us noe dat we r goin to die, bt we chose nt to believe in it."haha. shd noe wad i wana sae. hmmmm.ki sae knowledge=true, justified belief. so if we dun blief, hw do we noe?i tot its betta to replace the "blieve" wif accept. we live in denial, nt accepting the fact dat we mae jus die any moment. rmb i rote a sui2 bi3 4 chi in i tink sec3 or4,saeing dat its horrible to know wen u r goin to die, coz den u'll b counting down n stuff. u might nt b living then. u mite b comparable to a dead persn den, since wad u tink of is onli death.bt morrie is diff. i dont knoe, realli do not knoe, hw to construct a person's personality n values. perhaps construct is nt a v appropriate wrd to use, since we cant actualli dcide sum1's character. parents do their best to mould out their "ideal" kids, schs teaches values dat the country wanna their citizens to possess, frens pressurizes 1 another to do the tings dat they wanna do.........all these contribute-bt hw? n to wad extent? the same ting dat a parent do to a kid may haf diff effects on diff kids. n hw will the kid 1dae b sudenlli enlightened?hu dcides wen it is the time 4 this enl;ightenmt? or whether the person shall have it at all? srie 4 boring u, my dear readers, wif all these qns.....wif no ans provided....yea, we dun lyk tys without ans.bt nt all qns kan haf ans.n if forced to give the ans, the publisher may jus crap out sum crappie ans wich may nt b rite afta all.im wonderin.....wer is my passion nw?the routineful life seems to drive away my passion. n with it, motivation. my motivatn in pri sch, startin fr perhaps p4, cums fr my classmates.esp guys.its abit of a inborn nature dat i dun wana lose to guys.esp in maths.n later on, in chi, wen we gt our chi tchr hu pushes us abit.ting xie's aim was to gt full marks. bt diff in sec sch. failin a ting xie=gttin full mks 4 ting xie.no diff. n our 1st eva lit test tot us hw to face failuresssssss...........yet, german lsns gave me encouragemt n new motivatn. 3 stars drawn on our exer bkkss. n "sehr gut!" written on it. felt asif i was bk to kindergarten or p1. n dance. i lernt hw to face terrible scoldings. reall bad 1ss.n hw to ren pain.realli.n c'nue motivatin myself to lian gong n prac my dance steps n gt the gan jue.realli.felt dat dance is beautiful wen i 1st gt dat gan jue.lyk i gt into the dance n dance wif no otheer tots on my mind.ehhhhhh....... .ohh.juz 4gtten n rmbered wad i wana rite.im a v careless persn-1 of the reasons y i shdnt b a dr.bt anw, coz of my carelessness, i lost dunno hw mani infnity marks in tests n xms wad soeva liao.nt dat it matters anw.wait-dats nt my pt. OOP! k, my pt is, bcoz ofmy carelessnes, i didnt chk my hosp attachmt sign up form, 4gt to fill in the hosp of my choice, so i gt placed into e 1 dat most pple dun wan, n, u noe,(oh, nw i realize i did put q a few "u noe"sss un-noeingli.), if nt 4 my carelesness, i wld nt haf gtten in dere, n im a persn hu blief in fate, nt dat i let fate take over me, bt dat sumtings happen to lead us in the rite wae, n since they let me take leave off 4 the eng quest anw, wich i've paid $25 for the food, so i jus go 4 the hosp attachment.n if nt 4 dis carelessness, i wld nt haf been so bored, n do so mani tings dat i usualli wun do-lyk break minesweeper rec on their comp?haha.OOP. bt its the boredom dat make me realise the nid 4 freedom(ar...juz tryin to rhyme), k, n the nid 4 entertainment, thus, i did tings dat i wldnt haf otherwise done, crazy tings, wich perhaps nobody else cld haf made me do,(n willingli),n broke so super mani records.fated? dats y, i alwaes realised dat i dn regret the dcisions dat i've made sum time afta regrettin it.haha.okay.enouf said.lab is closing soon.bye!n lousy comps dun haf msn n may nt even have mine sweeper.haha.ok.dis is gonna b a bit tough- .nhezreiv,fnuf,thca,fnuf,nheznuen,nhezthca,fnuf,reiv,fnuf,nuen,giznawzdnuierd,shces,giznawz,sniehaha.lk closeli.focus.i added a clue.lk at the big picture 1st.haha.enouf clue?das finde ich langweilig nicht!haha.enjoy!aiyar, its an ezy n can ignore wrd.

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heyo

tataatatatata.haha.the penguins r cool. it sureli takes alot of effort to cum up wif the idea of gttin penguin to dance. n it's sad dat dey haf to dance to catch human's attention.

can 2 diffrent types of animals eva understand each other?such as a rabbit n a tortoise. i noe, in the story, they can. but wad abt reality? can 2 pple speaking diffrent languages understand each other? in the alchemist, it saes yes. bt........sometimes, lang seems mor like a barrier than a tool. even 2 pple speaking the same lang may nt realli understand each other, wad mor, diff langs n diff animals.bt sometimes, body lang can do alot of amazing stuffs.lyk wad our dear fren jy did to communicate wif her fren.oops. she wun read dis, anw.

hehheh.u noe wad? i've an annouoncement to make-i've started doin maths tutorial. hey!!! applause!!! neva expected myself to touch a single bit of ani sch wk dis hol. opsd,jkzx,jkzx,qwrt,padf asfg,opsd,vbmq,hjlz,qwrt 0134 padf,tyio,bnqw,9023!!!wahahahahaha!!!! so fun. enjoy ba!!

eh, im a copycat.bt i noe hw to copy smartli.yea.haha.dun undastand?nvm then.bt dis is tiring man. bth 4 me n e reader. n my gramma is terrible.im nt efficientli bilingual, thus the nid to integrate.n my mum sae my chi super lousy.do mani pple noe wad attschment is called in chi?wadeva.

i've read 80 pages of tueswif morries. actualli, alot of tings dpend on mindset. last yr wen wulaoshi played the tape of tuesdaes in cme class, all we tot wwas bbbbooorrriiinnnnggg. jus counting down to the end of lsn.neva realli appreciate it lah.aiyar, sec4s r sad lar.duno hw to appreciate tings. sec 3 oso lar.lyk an eng relief tchr told us we shd realli read the alchemist, bt i tot nono, since no time lar-though at least lyk 3hrs or usualli mor spent on tv.bt i juz saw the alchemist at mph wen i accidentalli went in, n bot it, n read it. quite interesting. lyk wanna keep reading, dun wanna stop. n afta finishin the whole bk, i tot it is a nice story.n read a 2nd time.seldonm read a bk 2wice. n tuesdaes i bot it wif other bks, lyk wen veronica dcides to die, wich toks abt death as well.dun wrie, i wun gt depression dat fast.mayb i'll onli gt it wen i've exhausted all the interesting stuff to do in life.bt hard lar.dun even haf enouf time to do these interesting stuff.

lukkin 4ward to dance....eh.....duno larh.nus is big n interesting.haha.ok.im v random.nw i shall go eat lunch-agn.enjoy ur lunch!!

mememe

sometimes,
i need some time,
to b alone,
to b on my own.
away from home,
away from phone,
into the forest,
tinking abt the joyest.

dis is juz sum ultra crap dat came to my mind wen i was in the toilet-its a gd place 4 meditatn at home.hhmm.haha.

mememe

oh, it's 16 nt 15.nvm.

mememe

2dae is a sunny dae.feng he ri li, yang guang pu zhao.haha.i mean it ok.ok, i shall re-start my entry wif sum creativity......

2dae is a stunning dae.started with lotsa stunssss!!!haha.eh....fro the1st time......i reached home afta 12-considered dat i took cab!!im testin my limits man.n i was so near death....considered a miracle dat i survived! unoe, i was v guai 1 k. lyk go out 1ce a mth. even hols at most bt v seldom 2ce or 3ce a wk.bt dis wk fr mon-fri,onli went home 4 dinner on wed.n since last wk, last mon neva go home, last tue fri, dis tue, thur went home near 12.n dis fri went home afta 12!yea!ok crap.

frenz make us happy,
frenz drive us crazy.
no fren, no memory,
with frenz, no money.

omg.wad has happened to me??!!
mani tings in the world are unpredictable.didnt noedat a teeenie, wienie, little move in the past will make such a great impact in my life.
just for the sake of giving a simple eg, if nt dat ny makes it compulsory to take chem, i wld nt have taken it, wld nt have taken trip sci or single human, may nt gt the same o lvl result n end up in diff sch. oso, i wld b in a diff class, n WLD NOT take ki, so may nt b in vj n WLD NT b in s40. wld nt b taking chem h3 n facing the choices of dropin it or nt. k.so, actualli, sumtimes i thk fate for wad it has done to me. at the 1st sight, it may nt luk gd, bt sumtimes, if all these seemingli nt so gd tings did nt happen, i wld nt b enjoying all these gd tings dat r happening nw. so sumtimes afta regretin sum of my decision at 1st, i came to realise dat its actualli blessing in disguise, dat sumtimes tings mayb planned or sth, dat we wld gain sth mor impt out of wad we lost. dis alwaes happens. of cuz, i wun giv sum other egs. privacy. bt if u wana noe, can ask me lor. bt i neva sae i will ans-bt may consider lar.

stars r small. realli realli small.they seems loneli.esp in sg's sky, wen u kan c so mani clouds even wen its so bright.bt 1 star is enouf for star-gazing.yea.1star.b satisfied. dun b greedy.it's a blessing to b able to c even 1 star.4 sum pple cant even c a star in their lives.

lightning is beautiful.esp at nite.bt pple dun seem to appreciate its beauty-cos they onli care abt the storms.bt even in times of storms, there'r beautiful sights as lightning, n beautiful music as thunder-though they may b scary sumtimes.bt hey!didnt u learn in lit? light symbolises hope. a lightning of hope in bad times.haha.bt dun let the hope find u(struck by it), u shd go find ur own hope.

went to visit monica, a respiratory patient, durin hosp attachmt. she shwed us her diving fotos!!ultra beautiful!!!u noe, the surface of sea n under the sea look so diff.they give diff feelings.the surface looks peaceful n calm, yet the bottom gives a sense of mystery, wonder and adventure.yea.n imagine the quietness underwater. silence is a piece of beautiful music. realli. bt it is so seldom dat pple can appreciate dis music, for though their surroundin is quiet, their minds r nt.mayb sumtimes im used to nt tinking abt tings.no such training.its so tiring to keep on tinking.mayb bcoz im lazy, bt its still a v tiring process.

walked alot ystdae.equivalent to the amt of road i walk in a normal wk.i didnt noe y i've bcum so insane.cos im in 40?a normal me wld nt haf agreed to do so much walking. to take up the physical challenge.u noe, jus lyk me voluntarily sae i yes to running 3.2 at macritchie.wanted so much dat it rained last time each yr so dat our cross country will b postponed n hopefully cancelled.yea!n the difference btw 70 n 110 is 40.vierzig.mm.i've been exercising unknowingli recentli.1stli, the walk ard nus is interesting.oh, n i lernt wer the bell on the nus shuttle bus is.so malooo.looking 4 the bell wen i was the onli passenger on bus n i tink the bus driver was lyk laughing at me deep inside his heart n i juz sae-uncle, i wana alite.haha.k.n the best ting is i gt onto the same bus agn afta dat, wen im leaving....laalala.haha.oh, n nt noeing dat i was at the rite stop wen i was actualli at the rite stop, n took 2 stops(1 stop awae, n 1 stop bk) to KNOW dat i was at the crrt stop.yea.so fun!n cycling is fun too!!aiyar, all coz of the skating competitn, we dont gto iceskate agn!!!k.4gt it.mayb it's an omen-telling us we shant b ambitious n shall learn dry skating 1st.-oh, im reading the alchemist 4 the 2nd time(i seldom read a bk a 2nd time), n it toks abt one's destiny n omens. it saes dat we nida lern hw to observe nature, to look out for omens, n follow the omens.yea.sureli, i duno hw to look out 4 omens, n wad mor follow them.bt life will take care of itself.i'll jus hafto walk wadeva ways there r. wen 1 wae leads to an end, there'll alwaes b another wae.juz walk.dun tink.the story of life will unfold by itslef. we juz hafta walk on n c'nue the quest in findin out the mysteries.

i broke rec agn!!!u noe, eva since last mon, i neva watch my wadeva 7,9,10,10.30pm tv serials liao.i was 1 hu neva missed ani episode de. n will rec if iim nt at hope, bt i will usualli choose to b at home.so isit bcos the shws r realli lousy?-actualli, hk shws r nice.so, it's me.i onli watched fr 7-8pm n 7-9pm last sat n sun, n dis wed i happened to reach home q earlie, so watched fr 7-8pm.a new shw. seems nice.bt other than dat, no more!!!didnt even watch superstar. my life was abt tv!!! each dae i go to sch tinking abt wad nice shws dere r at nite.dat was my motivatn-to b patient n wait till nite. bt nw, everyting has changed. yea. t u 4 k a m tv h. im simple.no nid inference.yea.

u noe, afta pw, i tot, my hol is realli gone.whole daes of atachment n eng, dance on sun.no hol agn.wen i was supposed to b e v free persn in class.bt nw i shall sae, i haf an interesting, adventurous n memorable hol. dis is betta than going overseas man.n no1 kan force me to do wad i realli dun wanna do.so,pdnss.&, urw.ok.i shall go lunch.

btw, if u didnt realise, my blog te timezone is rong de.abt 15 h later.bt im nt gonna change it anw.doesnt realli matter.cya!

mememe

im bored.reading blog asif reading story bks.1st inspiratn gtten fr fxw blog-present is the future of the past.bt sad dat pple dun realsie it n keep lukin 4ward such dat they dun live their present moments.so basically, they didnt live at all.living is abt the present moment. dumb to have lived for 79,80 yrs, yet in fact lived 0YEARS!!!eh, im nt suppose to write a bk review, or blog review, eh?haha.i shall c'nue bore-ing, b4 i haf to do sum real boring hsewk.my mum is ba-ing gong.

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eh, duno wad n y i crapped in recent entries. so dun b bothered by them. n i wanna proclaim dat nw i noe hw binary wks.hmm.k.nvm.i shall do mor interesting stuffs rather than dis.aufwiedersehen!!!

class wakeover, hosp atchmt n step up!

1stli, i tok abt short tings 1st if nt i wont tok abt it coz i'll wonder away n 4gt wad i wanna sE-NT DAT IT MATTERS ANW.

STEP UP. the movie is ok.bt nt toching leh.nt the kinda mvie dat pple will rmb.surely it takes alot of effort to gt them dancing so nicely.actuali ar, nth much 2 tok 4 the mvie.predictable ending ba.jiui zhe yang.

went manda hse on mondae 4 bbq!!!sandy was so scared of me lar-bt mor scared of frit.haha.nvm.

i realli wish, realli hope, realli want, want time to stop travelling. want tings tob stagnant.to freeze. nowadays im trying, trying real hard to find the meaning in my life. life is abt living. frenz family love.wad else can there b? im starting to qn-so wad if i do well in xm?so wad if i can dance?does it all matter to me wen im abt to die? life is unpredictable.we dont noe wen we will leave this world.mayb the v nex sec.choi!!!bt im telling myself, do it. live my life asif im gonna lose my life the v nex sec. wad wld i want? i tot dat i wld leave wif regrets if im gonna die nw, b4 i've done mani tings, including able to speak in Deutsche. bt will dat really matter wen we r gonna to leave dis world? hw is death like? is it like we r going to hell or heaven, or isit jus dat we r gonna wonder ard, or trpped at our tomb, nt being able to make ani difference to ths world while we observe it still goin on as usual? as we were touring the tunnel in sgh ystd, i was tinking-isnt it v depressing to c deaths n corpses everydae?-so i tot mayb its gd to b immune. bt then, isnt it terrifying dat pple gt immune to death, nt gt sad abt it, totallie 4gt dat dere's this sum1 living on this world b4, life jus carry on asif the dead was neva here. scary tots. bt i guess dat wont happen. human beings r too emotional, whether thay show it or nt. bleive me.we r all emotional beings.

bt no matter hw mani qns i ask, i will never KNOW the ans until im no loger living. so, jus live the PRESENT moment to its fullest. dont b too 4ward looking. treasure every moment. live so dat i wont haf ani regrets. dats y, CLASS OUTINGS R IMPT!!!we wont noe wen we will haf anotheer chance 4 class outing agn. dis is esp true, realli. so, sumtimes, we jus haf to stop mugging n start chilling!!! go crazy n high lyk me!!!! im abit sot liao, due to the influence of 40. weird class wif weirdos cretae mor weirdies!!!haha. ALLITERATION WORKS MUCH BETTER THAN RHYMES!!!mmm.kk. i shall nw go live my present moment liao.eh, nex time i blog will most prob b 1 wk later cos it's still a bzy wk ahead. i shall ENJOY!!!

blog CPR!!!

abandoned my lbxx blog 4 so long.actuali, i did blog, juz dat my comp gt hung wen i upload my entry!!anw, so i shant b as dumb liao.

mani tings haf changed eva since i last blogged-on my lbxx blog, i mean. there r juz so mani tings to blog abt.firstly, sad,yet happie to sae, i dun miss sum pple as much. is it bcos i've gtten used to tehm nt being ard me most of the time, or isit bcoz i've gtten used to new companions? magical tool-time.it does great jobs.yet, nt all the wk it does are great.wad m i tokin abt?i oso duno.bt i guess mani tings r fated. diff ways to interpret fate-1) a mighty, all-powerful being who planned our lives or 2)it's jus sth of low probability happening to u happening to u.hehe. wad m i tokin abt agn?i duno, sriously. but i feel dat the journey of life is jus all bt 1 course.a course dat all human beings r forced to take, to go through mani lsns, n learn mani tings- though some of them chose to drop out on the way, giving up this v great n wonderful learning opportunity.oh no, dis doesnt sound lyk my blog!!!k, neva mind.oh, i lernt cpr during 1st aid, hmmm,bt dun trust myself.k, nvm.eh....i 4gt wad i wana sae....alwaes gt this prob.if onli there's sum machine dat can connect to my brain n rec wad i tink straight awae.hehe.nope.dis is scary.cant even haf an evil tot in a nanosecond!

oh, n i chated to nick ystd.sho weird.hw can e beat me in chilling during xm time??!!he seem so stressless.still can sae "muz smile all the wae".oh, no.i muz improve my skills of chilling.n he's super lame.we were lyk having laming competitn-havent done dis 4 a v long time le.it trains the brain, btw.

nwadays tings seem to b v weird.i duno y.juz feel dat wae.anw, as chauting sae, "(im) a weird person", in a weird class, doing weird tings.(eh, last 3 words anihow rite 1 2 complete the sentence.) im wondering if im doing the rite tings.bt anw, the ritest ting to do is 2 treasure all the time i haf wif my frens, make the most of of it, n make strong bonds!!!v. exo leh!!!dats wad i've lernt afta 17 yrs into dis course called "life".hey.wads rong wif me?tok sho chim.bt anw, muz ENJOY!! cos we duno wen we will graduate or gt expelled fr this corz.dis is sth v scary-dere's no retain in dis corz.either u get PROMOTED or EXPELLED!!haha.oh. juz heard abt the promotn walk at rj fr nic ystd.i neva knew dat being promoted is such a happie event until promos.i passed ki!!!oficialli promoted!!!yeah!!!

chauting!!!i want my dvd bk!!!!bt i doubt u'll read my blog.lalaal.i luvu, u luv me, we r happie familie.dats wad me, kav n cheese used to sing.wonder if they still sing it nw.

oh frit said sumting during last class outin-dun lik the j1s cos they gt the freedom dat we lost wen we gt promoted to j2!!okay.enouf crapping.im luking 4ward to alot of tings!!!hehe.shall blog abt them nex time.oh pls, if i lose this entry agn,.......i shant sae aniting.i shall jus admit dat im dumb enouf to cum bk to blog afta a long time, wen i feel so sianz.kk.i shall gt goin nw.cya, blog!!