100% gals

yea. finally. 100% attendance for gals for class outing on tue. so few yet so diff. well, iceskating really trian muscles.

days ago, i was brought to the river subconsiously.
the sky was blue, with patches of white clouds.
then a patch of dark clouds set in.
well, they werent that black after all.

without black, there is no white.
without dark clouds, there will be no white cloud.
after all, dark clouds r just thick layer of white clouds.

a piece of music will not be intresting n might be totally unappealing if the same tune just erpeat itself. but when contrasted wif notes like de!de!de!de!!!! well, pple take more notice of it.

im a white swan now.
perhaps we may all look dark at somepoints in our life,
yet after all,
we are ultimately all white swans.

nature is a continuos cycle.
life keeps going.
we live, we learn, and we love.
love the world, love the beauty of life.
be grateful to all the gifts we get each day.
this, is what i believe in.

perhaps im a little too easily satisfied at certain things.
but diff ppe have diff priorities.
n i noe mine clearly.
no regret when i reach the end of my journey in this v earthy place.


xi shui chang liu.

im just a tiny swan with a tiny heart.

its officially after prelim now.

yes, IT IS OVER.

but i dont feel like it has ended.

and i dont want it to end either.

be it it or it.



as i walk along the corridor under my hse just now, i got the feeling dat i used to have last yr on fris.



you yi zhong gan jue bi shang xin, nan guo hai yao lai de ke pa.

zhi shao nan guo jiu dai biao ken ding.



i got over it more thn four years ago.

the feeling of being lost.

the feeling of desperation.

nobody is perfect.

but i believe that there are some things tha can be closer to perfection than others.

i realised that im a selfish n demanding person at times.

yes, i m.

but im also someone who cares v much more about how i feel than anything else.



i forgot what i wanted to type.

once again.

but once i've decided on sth, i'll insist on it.

its this stubbornness that i insist on.



sometimes, its amazing how i got this far.

it seems like my guardian angel, though i dont know who, is always around me, blessing me, providing the best for me.

best in the sense best but not best.

i once prayed, "do what is best for me."

i do not ask for the what normal pple think is the best, but i ask for the best in my own definition, the best that will make me learn n grow n mature.



perhaps im still stuck in the tv or fairy tale kinda story.

i really do not ask for much, but life seems like nth but a complicated piece of mechanisms which can happen in infinite permutations.

perhaps the reason y i love watching tv is that i love living in that kinda story.

i have always tried imagining myself to be one of the characters.

esp when she's the one who is being doted by so many pple.



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THIS IS JUST A PIECE OF. I DUNNO.



things just dont always turn out as expected or as we wanted them to be.

esp emotions.

if given a choice, how many wld actually not choose to be happy.

that's y utilitarianism sound so appealing just a the vvv 1st time.



i dont like this feeling, i really dont.

but i dont know how to get rid of it.

well, it's gonna be over. soon.



perhaps i just didnt show enough concern for others.

or perhaps i just didnt think enough for others.

but anyway, it's 1st time that a friend sms me to say that he's in hospital,.

but that's NOT the point.

well, bio today had too many nots.

fine.

sometimes a stranger might just be a best friend after all.

at least a stranger will be more concerned with ur presence.



well, but pls dont feel sad whoever it is whther i noe u or not who is reading my blog.

just that i wrote in alot of down tone doesnt mean im all the time feeling sad.

sampling.

haha.



well.



happy valentine's day.

every day is valentine's day.



n.



KOSII 582 WR GQDW.

PERHAPS MY EXPECTATIONS ARE JUST TOO HIGH.

im too afraid. to go on.

a swan

im a swan.
white or black, it doesn't matter.
=)
dats wads most impt, always.

im a swan.
just an ordinary little swan.
or perhaps, unique, u may call me.
but i m still, a swan.

this is just a little song.
that i sing in my heart.
this is just a little prayer.
that i say in the mart.

i m a swan.
i m just a swan.
wow! u r a swan!
yes, i m a swan.


life is simple.
just a simple journey.
dont complicate it.
follow ur heart.
it will lead u to the way,
to the rt place.

there's nth as great as life.
it is the infinity.
where everything else is approx to zero.
without life, there will be no friend.
without life, ther will be no family.
without life, there is no fun.

just as in the alchemist,
do realise that the tue treasure is rt here, ard u.
do appreciate it.


i have seen myu heart.
or perhaps, i've even heard it.
its cry for freedom.
and its yearn for true passion.
all these, i've sensed.

so now shall i not be blind.
n now shall i not be deaf.
i shall look into my heart,
i shall listen to my heart,
n i shall observe it.

for this day will come,
when i could no longer do so.

so let me treasure what i haf.
let me do wad i will.
n let me not regret.
for when this day will come i do not know.

u r the greatest.

no matter wad,
i will not regret wad i've done in my life thus far.
everything happened for a reason.
every second in life is a blessing.
is a gift.

life is a lesson.
a journey filled with emotions.
it's a wonder.

everything that happened in life has a purpose.
let me not blame anyone.
let me be greatful.
for all that have happened in my life.

i thank u , for ur greatest gift.

i will not regret.
regardless of the ending.
it will be a good one thou.

but now shall i go to bed.
if not i will; get headache.
for sure gdgd will own mmy zzz.
for now i sleep so late.

goodie nitez!
i'd betta leave this place soon.
oops.
gt kazua my mummy c just now.
but still dun understand y they dun kill them.
fine.
at most i live in horror n hopefully wont gt mad or heart attack coz of them. choi!!!

i miss lots of hk showss......
perhaps i shall jus be a tv critik.
juz love to watch tv so much!!!!!!!!!!

yea!
swan lake on ice is cuming soon!
so looking forward.
yes!!!
a lvl is gonna end!!!!!!!
dun worry,
this dec, i will spend my hols meaningfully n fruitfully,
jus as last dec hols.

oh...
pw is so fun.
its the most fun n most slack a lvl subj.
thou i taking ki like taking pw like dat.
nvm.
will nv touch philosophy in my life again.
not to study.
shall read more comics.
yea.
didnt realize its so fun.

kk.
really hafta gt going....
b4 i gt......

sayo!!
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